She's a star on the surface, yet internally she is different. Everyone perceives her life as a dream, but she only sees the darkness within. She stands behind her curtain to hide what she's feeling, yet there's no escaping everyone can still see. The world is watching her life unfold, but she's unhappy, miserable, and alone.
Her fame is on the rise, but its not what she thought. Her life is reported by daily media ads, and she has no control. She is ashamed of her actions, but that's all she knows. She's a victim of her own depression, but acts as if nothings wrong. She is not the person she wants to be, she's the person she is made out to be. If she reveals her true emotions she could loose everything, yet she still battles her thoughts and feelings. She looks at herself on the cover of many magazines, but all she sees is the imperfections she feels.
She feels like a puppet as this life is not her, but being yourself would risk it all. Her emotions are boiling she's about to explode, so she hides behind her fame to keep herself sane. She's empty inside as this life is so superficial, yet she can't escape as it's all she knows. If she could just be herself and reveal her true emotions maybe the world could really see who she really is. This lie that she is living weighs on her heavily day after day.
Her struggle continues and seems to grow as time passes, she still wonders what she needs to do. She finally reaches her max, she can't take it anymore. She reveals who she is through the way she performs, although it's not what she is told. The magazines fill with negative thoughts, but she's at peace for once in her life.
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